BROKEN BRIDGE

Posted on July 25, 2007 by altbug.
Categories: dreams.

I had a dream last night, I was hiking a mountain.

First I approach the mountain from a vast meadow covered with colourful wild flowers. Green, white, yellow, red, all spread on the meadow with random sprawl. It was calming the way the breeze swept the meadow, making those grasses and wild flowers dance. My heart found relaxation in that meadow.

The sun was high when I finally decide to leave the meadow and go into the forrest. The forrest was deep and full of live. The trees was old, big, and in many rays of green. Some orchids hangs here and there up on those trees, as if it seeks the sun rays that showers through the thick branches of leaves. Exotic birds that I don’t know the name of fly from one tree to another. Some strange sounds came to my ears. It was strange but not frightening. It is the sound of many animals mix with the sound of the wind that goes trough the trees. I was overwhelmed.

I wanted to become the wind and stroll trough that deep forrest, touching and carressing all of the trees, playing with all the birds. I want to fly up above those old trees and dive down to the moss covered ground. The forrest was a misty mistery filled with live. There was alomst no difference between night and days there. It was like forever is frozen still.

The forrest ended at a stretch of cliff. It was a deep cliff and there was a wooden bridge tied with ropes run accross that cliff towards a plateau on the other side. The golden rays of the morning sun made some strange plays of shadows and light to the cliff’s wall. I cross that bridge. The wind blew very hard while I was on that bridge, it made the bridge swings. I was worried, yet excited.

But then a lightning struck and burn that bridge, I ran as fast as I can to the other end, and when I reach that end, the bridge had completely broken and burnt. I looked accross and see the forrest and I was very sad. I couldn’t go back to that forrest and the meadow behind it. I couldn’t go back.

I wept, I didn’t know how long I wept, but the sun was high when the breeze swept my cheeks. The breeze gently swept my face and my hair, and it was like it also gently turn me around towards the mountain behind me. Then I realize, as if I was concious for the first time in that journey. I was standing there, on a plateau of white rocks, and it was surrounded with high rocks that stood like a huge white wall. I was mesmerized. There at one end of those walls was some pine trees standing like fences…. and there was stairs climbs up the wall starting from those line of trees. The sun was shining right to the stairs it almost made it glow.

I stepped forward slowly, and the image of the broken bridge, and the forrest, and the meadow was behind me, slowly dissapear into the fog. The mountain was glowing in a soothing white radiance, drawing me near. I started to climb the first step….and the breeze blew once again, carrying the sound of the birds. I close my eyes to treasure that moment.

And I woke up. I was in my room. It was five in the morning, and I can see the dark blue sky turning brighter from my window.

And the breeze blew trough my window, carrying the sound of the birds. They whispered to me,
‘Welcome to a new day’

That very morning, the rays of the not yet rising sun warmth my heart and bring life again in my soul.

kelam

Posted on July 21, 2007 by altbug.
Categories: poems.

kelam

dapatkah matahari menyinari dasar samudra

dapatkah berkas- berkas sinarnya

      menyentuh dasar perutnya

dapatkah kehangatannya

      menghidupkan kekelaman jantungnya

bilakan dapat,

      dimanakah akan aku teriakkan rahasia?

B A R R E N

Posted on July 20, 2007 by altbug.
Categories: poems.

Barren

Parched by the sun

Drenched by the rain

Blown by the wind

There……..

, yet forgotten

Rest in Secrecy

Posted on by altbug.
Categories: poems.

Rest in Secrecy

make me deaf

I will listen with my eyes

make me blind

I will see with my senses

make me mute

I will shout with my life

shed my blood

I will live forever

in your mind

in your heart

I am deaf

I am blind

I am mute

I am dead

yet I will speak

let’s dance

Posted on by altbug.
Categories: poems.

Let’s Have This Dance

listen,

the wall is crumbling

the storm is roaring

the earth is shaking

hark!

there’s a music playing

far beyond our fears

far beyond our doubts

far beyond our adversities

there’s a time to mourn

there’s a time to dance

let’s have this dance

Drifter

Posted on by altbug.
Categories: poems.

Drifter

what a great day today

the north wind is blowing

the sun send it’s golden ray

people sending friendly smile

somehow

so many doors I haven’t open

so many path I haven’t take

this is not the time to stay

nor the time to settle down

but then again

when is the time?

Posted on July 14, 2007 by altbug.
Categories: Uncategorized.